It's been a while since I have written here.... again.... But Brennan has started to write his own blog, and he has inspired me to write again. He has been talking about his chaos and serenity. I have learned so much about my own chaos and serenity because of him. He has helped me show that some of the relationships I have, or had may not be as perfect as I thought. Getting a new prespective on things really makes you be able to see things you never could before, and I thank him everyday (maybe not literally, but at least mentally) for showing me my demons, and how I can change and defeat them. He has helped me learn soo much about myself in such a short time, I can never repay him for it all. I still have alot of problems to work through, mental, physical, whatever it may be, but I know that as long as I have him by my side, I can get through anything.
I am still so young, but I know I want him with me forever. He does all he can for me, and I never thought I could ever be lucky enough to have a man who loves me as much as he does. I never thought that true love existed, but now I know it does. I have known Brennan since we were babies. I have pictures of us in diapers running around in his backyard. It is a fairytale romance, although we do have our fights, as all couples do. But I know when we fight, it only means that we will be better when it's over. He and I are so in love it can only ever get better. I cannot wait to marry him, and be his wife, and grow old with him. He has helped me learn about myself, grow, and care about things I never thought I could. I apperciate everything he has ever done for me, and I love him to death. I miss him right now while he os at work, because I can't stop thinking about him. My Koala.
No comments:
Post a Comment